not good.

worst two days i remember.

first day was the last day of the chalet. don't get me wrong the chalet was great. but i made a stupid decision to go prom shopping with long and kenji. supposed to go swee lee for long's guitar, but ended up going from yio chu kang, to vivo, to getting lost in orchard and i can't remember what else. as soon as i left my house i knew something was wrong. yet so subtle, i just ignored it. then at vivo, it kinda worsened. a weird sense of disorientation, and at orchard, i was in some delirious state, couldnt focus on anything, cold sweat, my legs were practically caving in. then my mother called. by some immense stroke of luck, she was at shaw centre. my saviour. lol. anyway. i did my last dash from taka to shaw, which felt like a marathon. got into the car, and i KOed all the way home. i got home. took the hottest shower i can remember, then collapsed on the bed and slept from who knows what time in the afternoon to 9. at least 5 hours i think. dunno. woke up, tried to eat dinner, then went back to sleep.

middle of the night was probably the scariest. througout the day i kept worrying that i had some lethal fever that could fry my brain and cause a stroke, partly cuz i've seen it happen, and partly cuz i think some fevers heighten the production of some chemical that makes you worry. anyway. middle of the night i remember vaguely waking up and just shaking. my legs twitched a little and i started shivering. so. that scared the hell out of me. i tried to stop the twitching and i eventually fell back to sleep. thank fully, waking up this morning, i felt better. the headache and muscle aches were still there, and the disorientation was also kinda persistent, but it slowly ebbed out over the day.

and then just now, some steamboat buffet affair. i took like i dunno. 10 helpings of seaweed with the soup.

shit. real smart. no need to tell you what happened, just know that today wasn't the best. oh, and di i mention i almost lost my account? stupid remember me feature. so tempting. sigh. sorry about the halo 3 review not being here. the prom stuff, the chalet, the bsod, the weird sick thing (i think its burnout. no sleep for the 3 chalet days compounded with the sun and lots of walking, standing around.) everythings really messy. hang on to the hope. i'll do my best to put it up on thursday maybe, once everything settles down.